Stillborn: Carrying Love, Finding Life Again

A story of love, loss, and life

Stillborn is my personal story of losing my three babies; Jasmijn (miscarriage), Tom and Tim (both stillborn) and of finding a way back to life.

It is raw and real, because baby loss cannot be softened. Yet it is also full of love, hope, and strength.

This book shows that even in the deepest silence, love is everlasting and life can be lived fully again.

Why I wrote Stillborn

In the middle of my grief, I longed for words that truly reflected what I was going through. Not just the sadness, but also the love. Not just the emptiness, but also the spark that slowly returned.

I wrote Stillborn to give voice to that journey, so that no parent ever has to feel alone in this silence.

Friends said: “Desirée, this needs to be shared. It will help so many people.”
So, I published it.

Available now

Stillborn is available as:

  • E-book – for instant reading, wherever you are.

  • Audiobook – spoken in my own voice. Please note, English is not my first language, which makes this reading uniquely personal and heartfelt. Hear the love, strength, and life in every word.

What readers say

Parents who have read Stillborn often tell me:

  • “I finally felt understood.”

  • “It gave me hope when I thought there was none.”

  • “Your story helped me reconnect with my own strength.”

This book is not only my story—it might also become a mirror for yours.

For you, if …

  • You long to feel seen in your grief.

  • You want to carry your baby with love, not only with pain.

  • You are searching for hope, light, and a way forward.

An invitation

This book will not take away your grief. But it might shift the way you carry it.
It might help you feel your baby’s love as a source of strength.
It might remind you that life, too, is still here for you.

Because love is everlasting.
And so are you.

Ready to take the first step?

We’re here for you. With love, always.

Office Location

Groningen, The Netherlands

Open Hours

M-F: 9am - 6pm Dutch Time

Email

contact@everlastingparenthood.com